idk

i dont know why are you acting like this.

i dont dare to talk to you for fear i might say the wrong things.

but you dont even want to take a look at me.

even the tone you use to teach me now. its different.

different.

why are you like that?

i really miss the times we were together holding hands, laughing and talking about our future.

i dont know why

the first thing when i saw you coming in the room, i wanted to run towards you and hug you.

but the look on your face tells me, no. -stay-away-.

i feel so scared.

crying doesnt help in anyway.

its like glass shattering and never will be able to get mended.

i really want things to be like how things were as before.